I know everyone has to pay their dues and "put in their time" with crappy jobs but I'm so ready to be done.
I don't want to stink of grease every time I come home, have work crappy hours while being understaffed, loathe going to work, and wear the same three shirts and pants over and over.
I'm tired of this crappy job and I'm tired of being ashamed to tell people where I work.
I want to have pride in my work, to tell people that my job helps me grow as a person.
I want to be happy again.
Right now my job has led me down a road of unhappiness and self loathing. It's damn near impossible to make good dietary choices while working 8 hour shifts without any sort of breaks. I've only gained weight while working there.
I know it sounds like I'm bitching, but after nearly 2 years of this... I don't think I can do this anymore without breaking down.
Maybe its a combination of some mental health issues and lack of self esteem. I don't know. Whatever it is... its not a good thing right now.
I don't want to stink of grease every time I come home, have work crappy hours while being understaffed, loathe going to work, and wear the same three shirts and pants over and over.
I'm tired of this crappy job and I'm tired of being ashamed to tell people where I work.
I want to have pride in my work, to tell people that my job helps me grow as a person.
I want to be happy again.
Right now my job has led me down a road of unhappiness and self loathing. It's damn near impossible to make good dietary choices while working 8 hour shifts without any sort of breaks. I've only gained weight while working there.
I know it sounds like I'm bitching, but after nearly 2 years of this... I don't think I can do this anymore without breaking down.
Maybe its a combination of some mental health issues and lack of self esteem. I don't know. Whatever it is... its not a good thing right now.
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