Do you ever get the sensation that the world is trying to kill you?
Ya, its a little melodramatic, but that's how it feels right now.
Between work, school, and volunteering I feel so overwhelmed and there's no way to take a step back to fix it.
I try not to unload or vent on my blog, I know it makes people uncomfortable but right now I'm looking for advice- good adult advice.
Right now I feel like life is crushing me, I'm not happy with so many things, the only constant that I find joy in is my relationship with David.
I have very little interest in any of my classes.
Volunteering is fun, but time consuming.
Work is well work- I love the people but the actual job can be stressful physically.
My friends are busy getting ready to graduate, but not me.
Sometimes I feel so ready to move forward and "start" my life, other times I don't want school to end.
More than anything, I'm confused and I have no idea how to make myself feel better.
Ya, its a little melodramatic, but that's how it feels right now.
Between work, school, and volunteering I feel so overwhelmed and there's no way to take a step back to fix it.
I try not to unload or vent on my blog, I know it makes people uncomfortable but right now I'm looking for advice- good adult advice.
Right now I feel like life is crushing me, I'm not happy with so many things, the only constant that I find joy in is my relationship with David.
I have very little interest in any of my classes.
Volunteering is fun, but time consuming.
Work is well work- I love the people but the actual job can be stressful physically.
My friends are busy getting ready to graduate, but not me.
Sometimes I feel so ready to move forward and "start" my life, other times I don't want school to end.
More than anything, I'm confused and I have no idea how to make myself feel better.
At moments like these you have to live one day at a time or one hour at a time and focus on the immediate. Looking to far ahead only causes stress. You already know what you are striving for so just live in the day. Find one thing every day that makes you smile or find one person a day that you make smile. As far as volunteering, well its good for you to do something for a needy organization, but you might have to back off a little if school is getting overwhelming - they will understand.
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